Wild and Incomplete
The daydreams are wild and incomplete. There's no direction and for the first time in a long time I have no future plans. No future direction. Kevin finished his last exam on Friday. That's it, he's done. Now what? We are spinning wheels and have the future in front of us. Someone mentioned last week how nice it was to be young and free - to pack and the car and go. And yes it's nice. But at some point the car's gotta stop and the money's gotta come in. I don't know if it's my mood or what is going on with my brain. But lyrics seem to be flying at me from every where lately. My current favorite is Fight Song by Rachel Platten
Life a small boat on the ocean Sending big waves into motion Like how a single word Can make a heart open I might only have one match But I can make an explosion And all those things I didn't say Wrecking balls inside my brain I will scream them loud tonight Can you hear my voice? This time this is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong I'll play my fight song And I don't really care If nobody else Cause I've still got A lot of fight left in me
I also am really into Nothing Really Matters by Mr Probz. My favorite lines being
She completes me It's how she reads me Right or wrong It's so clear she's All that I need All I need yeah
Except change the She to Him and you pretty much got how I feel. You can see what else I'm listening to on my favorites list via YouTube.
I really want to buy this book. Two copies actually one for me and one for Mom. But with us not having a home soon I can't justify buying a new book (it is not going to be easy moving over 200 as it is!). I also don't know if it's what either of us need.
In lieu of sharing links. I found Leslie Shepherd through a friend. Leslie is amazing! First she has gorgeous hair (she's a fun-loving color person too!!) and second she is an amazing writer.
So many of her posts of hit on par with things I have been dealing with and I want to forever remember them.
I choose what I do with it - a post about triggers. "My memories are my fuel to own what has happened to me that I could not control, to own my story. To come to terms with the fact this is the one I was given to write and to live and to do what magic I can with it for my myself, for my kids, for my siblings, for the world. I can not change any of it. But I can choose what I do with it."
How Long Does It Hurt Part 1 - What if it’s the mother and not the father? This stat is scary - 1 in every 3 girls and 1 in every 5 boys is sexually abused.
AND Lastly Dear All the Women.
Other Interesting Articles I have Discovered via Beyond Moi. Happy Crazy Monday!